Packed all of my stuff, stay one more night at college 17 of upm, chit-chatting with housemates till late night n woke up having headache...then driving in sleepy mood back to home...
Supposingly, i should be happy as in finals are over, holiday is coming in, going to penang n taiping for practicals soon...but somehow..wat is weird is i don't feel the sense of happiness....not the one i suppose to have...but crap ...maybe i haven't unpack my stuff, maybe i m missing some part of life...maybe i m just emoing, or maybe is because of yesterday night weird dream which i can't even remember much...watever the reasons is, i feel like sleeping, venture to my dream...
I duno y, since young, i ALWAYS dream, not day- dreaming(though i do sometimes), but just dream every single night. few dreamz every night. After asking around, almost ppl around me dun dream so often...then wat are they doing when they sleep??that is the question i always ask. Cause for me, sleeping means dreaming..m....to another place, to an event, to a weird building, to a free-fall experience, of somebody i miss, of something i hope will realize, of a scary situation, bad ppl snick into my house n stole everything b4 i can realise....to a green huge scary monsters flying plates towards me who trying to run away.I have all sorts of dreatill fren said i should have written them down and can come out with a book...which is true...if i accumulate all the dreamz i can remember, writing them down after i woke up, i would be able to...but i did only for a while, long long ago when i was young, wanted to find wat my dreamz really mean....but somehow i gave up, either i m not passionate bout it, or i can't remember the dreamz when i wanted to, i don't know...dream has already be part of me...but i m glad at least i have some entertainment and adrenaline rush once a while...=)
n i guess tonight i will sleep earlier than usual...cause i just feel like dreaming, cause it is so uncertain, n m curious wat will i dream bout few hours later...so good nitez.=)
n if i can remember the dream i will be having, i will post it up if it is interesting..lolz..
HAPPY Holidayz to all my coursemates....=)
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